Wednesday, September 07, 2005

dreamzzzz

hey today i watched a movie "iqbal" ..pretty nice movie...well not smthin to swoon over...but i definitely liked it....it was nice and pleasant like sea breeze....

There were these lines in the movie ..in a song...

" kuch aisa kar jao...jisse kudh kudha kush ho jaye"

wow...wht beautiful lines......doin smthin to please smone who perhaps makes us do all these things....THE ALMIGHTY....wht a wonderful thought....

This movie set me thinkin.....dreamzz.....hmmm ...this word has such a nice connotation to it....everyone likes to dream...everyone wants them to come true......well iam not exactly talkin abt the things u get when u r asleep..though u could include them in a broader context....

Iam talkin abt aims,ambitions,aspirations which we have for ourselves....we dream abt ourselves ..abt people related to us......as the protagonist in the above mentioned movie tells that his life runs after his dreams...everyones life has its own dreams...but how many of us really strive for it........most of just let our lives go on.....we take things as they come...we never wait, think and fight for our dreamz........ we go for compromises......

iam not sermonizing.....iam also guilty of the same things.......i had a dream...ofcourse i had a lot many...but there was this dream...which was quite bigger....i had wanted to be cricket player ,play for my country.......well every boy who plays cricket has the same dream....me too...i even had details of my debut, my career highlights ...and even statistics planned out....but that dream slowly faded away......i never thought about it...i never saw it goin away...i never fought for it...never practised and played............now as i realise that may be after next year i even wont be playin for fun...i feel that a part of me is bein plucked away from me......

ok leave my case...may be i was not good enough...but i have seen many talented people never go for their dreams...sm of my friends who were very good at cricket but now languishin in their jobs.....perhaps will only play cricket with their sons in future.....sm of my friends who were great dancers or singers...but left those things for comfort of sm cosy job...leave these "arty" things......one of my friend who used to say that NASA was were she is gonna land up...now a software job is a preferred destination ......NASA long forgotten in life's memory.......

but can we blame these people...are they alone responsible for their dreams not workin out......iam not sure...let us consider the movie...if the fielder had not taken the catch in the end...would the hero be able to win the match....these kind of doubts do arise....

our lives and the courses they take are dependent on many things.....there are way too many variables in our life.....and the determinants are never in our hands for most of the time.......

and most of the time for most of the people dreams are never constant....they keep changin ..wht they want from life today may not be the same tomorrow....so it is best everyone evaluates their dream...decide if it is worth fightin for....is it achievable...and the go for it....

becos...their is no better feelin in ur life than to see ur dreams come true..............