Thursday, August 24, 2006

after a long time

hmmm iam back after a long time..on my blog.......lifes been quite busy....not much of time to blog even........lots of interestin things happenin in life......

life has not changed much as far as exact terms go....job has taken much of my time...and thats cornerin most of the mindspace also...so no point discussin work life....as nothin much novelty exists in that........

but missin my life at iit...those night outs...midnight coffee sessions at nescafe.....movie sessions lastin all the day.......sleepin at early morning and wakin up whenever i wish......its been really long since i went to sleep with out settin up an alarm........

how wish i cud dance my heart out..play cricket with intensity with which we used to play......all those things have taken a backseat......

one thing that has not changed is my source of utmost happiness.........my only enjoyment is caring for people who wont reciprocate........they actually dont need to.....its their choice.....but how long will i go on like this........does this have any meanin....if anything feelings are gettin stronger day by day as things are gettin hopeless on the other side.....where am i headed.....but if this is what makes me happy let that be......whatever is to happen let it happen..........i either come out of this stronger and a victor and as the happiest man on the earth....or let the flames engulf me all over.....this game will be played to finish...no steppin back now..............

Its fun or fanaa now........:)